Curious

I grew up in a family that didn't talk about sex openly. I think I was 25 before I could say "penis" without feeling guilty in some way. So needless to say, I didn't do a whole lot of experimenting until The Hubs and I branched out together. After hearing this I don't think it's that big of a surprise that I've never been big on BDSM lifestyle. Sure, The Hubs will tie me up and do some light bondage type play, but I'm basically a big ole' wimp when it comes to pain.

Then I picked up the book Fifty Shades of Grey. I'd heard from so many people and news outlets that it was good. But I'm not into BDSM, I thought. I wonder if I'll like it, I pondered. And then I started reading...Pretty quickly I found myself squirming at the descriptions of Christian and Ana and their sexual adventures. The Hubs joked that he could see me getting more and more turned on by the page. To be honest, I could feel how turned on I was by my dripping wet pussy getting wetter by the paragraph. I had to ask myself, why is this so hot to me? (Well, besides the mental image of the delicious Christian Grey?) And if it's so hot, why don't I try it in real life?  I have no doubt that there are things that I don't even know exist. I'm not necessarily saying that I'd like to try them all, but as I have many times - I question - how do I know if I like it, if I've never tried it?

I'm not saying I'm going hard core. I mean, hello - I'm still a big wimp. But, remembering nights like this  I can't help but wonder if maybe it wouldn't be fun to try more.  The good thing is that I have a husband that I trust to experiment with and who knows my limits. I've seen his lightening fast reaction to a safeword and most importantly, I trust him. Once a potential playmate told us she coulnd't play with her husband in that way, because she knew he could never really hurt her. For me, knowing The Hubs won't take it too far is what makes the pleasure possible. That, and knowing I'm pleasuring him. I admit it, being his little slut is a huge turn on for me.

So who knows, maybe The Wife will have a Fifty Shades summer of sexploration... I'll keep you posted if I do...